Well it began when I was young. We lived in an apartment and we would walk to go visit my grandmother daily seeing as how she lived in the same complex, if I didn't do something perfect I couldn't go. I would have to stay at home and clean or something. Some days my mother would tell me I could go and as we were walking out the door she would say I couldn't because of something I had already done.
As I got older I become less and less trusting of them and that has lead to my lack of trust to anyone.  Many people are like those teachers who give you a grade for bringing back a signed copy of their course syllabus, in that in the class you have an automatic A you just have to maintain it, people, most of the time, automatically trust you when they meet you you just have to maintain that trust. I am totally the opposite, never shared my true inner feelings with anyone and you MUST earn my trust and I have never told anyone something I wouldn't want my worst enemy to know. I blame my lack of trust for the reason I love technology, it holds the user accountable you can say anything you want and it is up to you who reads it, if it makes a mistake it is the user's fault. The world of technology is wonderful the world may read what you allow them or you can let it only be known to you. I would have never thought of doing what I can do now with computers. I am asked by many people for favors or networking help. I am actually scheduled to go up to a buddy's place to set up his wi-fi on Friday.
Technology is the only thing that keeps me sane. Without it I wouldn't be able to tell you this stuff, nor would I be able to communicate with friends. Sounds simple right? Wrong. Actually I never stayed over at a friends' house until last summer and I have never been hiking, skiing, snowboarding, or anything of the like. My parental units don't let me do this stuff often it could be the fact they know I think they only had kids to have slaves.

Most kids hate school I love it. I like the  fact i am out of the house for 6 hours and not being yelled at constantly.  It is a great escape the only bad part is summer break.No school. The problem with the lack of school I am in the same house with my parents working I barely get time to do anything.

Until next time
Pax tecum


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